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Accidentally passed by and just found there had been 8 months I neglected the place. Actually is not really pass by is I cant find a place, a more personal place anymore for me to express out the feelings. 

I am disappointed that u don't understand me,
can't feel any single trustworthy from u to me,
thinking if i have to prove to u or just let it be?

i mind ur thinking, but i'm tired in handling those things..
could i say bye and put a stop to this situation?

i m not determine, hold me if u want me to stay..
but sorry u seem like dno anything..
=)

decision has been made
strategy is in the process
plan is going to carry out
the only left is DETERMINATION

can I?
first class, I'm going to kidnap u XD
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT TO THE LAST!!!

self-highing lol

I have missed out too much things in recent years
n I only realised them yesterday, it was a  big failure!

Glad in another case that I was finally able to 上香 to U, my beloved You =)

forgive me for any excuse, I would appreciate more if I was given more chances.

hmm nothing to say, u win.
*I know I'm the trouble maker and
we are all suffering for my selfishness..

forgive me for eveything
I'm just feel insecure..

Ee Mei is rushing her assignments which people already passed up LONG TIME AGO. Well, sorry to my partners since i didnt contribute in the previous assignments but i promise i will get back to involve start from today XD! m officially discharged from C.U.T.E. project but somehow i got a little bit regret for not accepting the offer, cz i feel FUN when doing cultural sharing with interns.

troubles are going to kick a start in my enjoyable life. m still trying and finding way to solve it. it's actually very easy to settle but the problem is i do FEEL they r NOT BAD too-.- i wish to reject any invitation but they are my frens at the same time, i wan to share my stories with them as fren, but can they understand? dOubt~ DouBt bout my feeling too-.- they gonna drive me crazily.

So, any assignment? any special n challenging task? any any kepo things need my help? just tell me cz i don wan to have any single time to think this kind of lame thing.
brrrr... -___-

i have finally done something that i really wanted in AIESEC life. how awesome i m today!! i never know i have the courage to be in that brave and that crazy until the maximum. although i failed at last, i still feel no regret on it, no regret frankly. im actually can feel i gt the potential and quite qualify for it but just a little but matter part, as i dont have experience in functional area =]

incredible challenge i had today, though a little bit sad but i know that;s the way, that;s the life and that;s wat i want! it;s tired, but i have to wrap up everything after c.u.t.e. exhibition and eb. ~enjoying my life~ XD

thanks muamalat gang, thanks scouts, thanks u6a1 gang and all of the people which have contributed and attended my birthday celebration during this time. haha I feel warmth whenever with you guys honestly XDD! YAWN~ I love you people XD Thanks for everything again =)

nice alcohol+gamble night ^^

my life is again forced to make a choice. seem like the thing I used to face with after stepping into tertiary school is DECISION making. I know this is the retribution for being shilly-shally in my whole life. Yup that's me! =( LOL face something troublesome recently lar, what to do what to do? I don't have answer for them too-.-

What actually do you people like about me? I'm not feminine and not charming at all, some more bad tempered and not respect the old, totally a bad child! I am biased, I spare most of my time for friends and family not any other else. I'm freedomist, don't like others to control over my time and schedule. I'm stubborn, always do things with own-hold-strong-principles. I'm idiot I'm bakau, I don't know if I hurt anyone just because I used to talk straightly. I don't like to share things, I feel that everyone has privacy, not necessary I have to share everything to the particular person. I like to hiao around with friends without bother the gender, is there any boy so generous can stand this kind of girl? ok, if you see this, think it yourself, I just don't want to hurt and waste anyone's precious time =) and worst come to worst, I will remain all things SAME =)